It felt like I was opening up to the other person. I was opening up to you.

It was weird because it felt borderline like I needed to pee, but I knew that wasn't what it was.

Almost an uncomfortable feeling, one that penetrates your whole body. Part of you wants it to stop, but part of you doesn't because it feels so great.

It feels like it's really deeper inside your body than a regular orgasm. A regular orgasm is more directional, you feel it in your vaginal area, then it spreads through your body, pulling your whole body in as you're climaxing. It's a greater feeling during the orgasm than normally.

Arte: What were you thinking?

Cheryl: It cleared my mind. There were little paranoid thoughts about protected sex and where are we going with this -- I'm one that talks in the midst of sex -- but when you would hit that point it was like an electric shock that forced my mind to not concentrate. It takes it down to that rudimentary level -- where it should be. Just very primal. Just the act, not the thought.

Using your body instead of your mind -- which tends to be my problem, I'm too much in my head.

Arte: Describe what it feels like to have your first female ejaculations.

Cheryl: It makes your stomach tense up, and you kind of feel like you have to go to the bathroom, it's not quite right, and you feel like you're on the verge of something but it's almost uncomfortable because you don't quite know what's happening to you.

So up until today I would feel an edge of it -- and I think even released a little bit of Amrita -- but I was like I think the other kind of orgasm might be better. Because it just felt a little more comfortable.

Up until now

my stomach and everything would sort of tense up, and I never really completely released. I didn't know that I didn't completely release, so I thought it was sort of tensing my body and I was feeling something, but not as intense as this was.

But when it happens it really does happen.

You feel like: first your stomach tenses up, and then your whole body tenses up, and then you feel this amazing wash of release.

I can't explain it, but my entire body, from head to toe, is looser. I felt complete release. Like lighter. Like I've let go of something.

But it's completely different than being on the verge of having it happen. That was a completely different experience.

And it IS about letting go. I was holding onto it, so I wasn't letting myself go with it, so there's a point of climax that's almost borderline uncomfortable and can stay uncomfortable (not in a really bad way, but uncomfortable) like you have to go to the bathroom, and your body is tense, and if you don't go through it then you can't completely release and it isn't as positive an experience.

I was holding onto that, not getting over the edge -- which is a really intense part. It's almost like just as you're about to climax in a regular orgasm, and your whole body is all tense -- like if you stop, your body goes insane! -- and that's where I'd been all along -- and then finally just letting go of it gets you up and over that factor, to complete release. And that's WOW! So different! My body feels different.

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